Don't Close Your Eyes

For the past month, I've been having some craaaaaazy dreams. I mean outlandish, crazy, and just plain weird. Seems like 1/2 of them are nightmares, 1/4 of them are just wacky and maybe the rest are normal. There may be one night out of two weeks when I don't dream.

One dream the other night consisted of an argument with an old boss. In reality, he called me the other day, and I've been hesitant to call him back. Let's just say this dream did not bode well for him and has caused me to hesitate calling him back even more!

Another dream last night consisted of a high school stadium, but the track was a pool and there were dolphins in it. You know at Sea World where the trainers have the animal come up behind them and push them while half their body is out of water? Well a dolphin did that to me last night. Then, I got out of the water, came up to the stadium where Jeff was with my parents. Opened my bag to get my dry clothes and inside was Shushu (my cat). Don't worry, apparently it was perfectly fine (in the dream) because we travel with her often. You don't have to say it. I know this was just wierd.

Several weeks ago I had a nightmare in which all the men of my family were dying or had died. It was awful. Jeff was gone. *shivers*

What makes this worse is that I'm a super deep sleeper. It's hard for me to wake out of sleep, so I typically end up staying in this nightmare until morning comes. I hate that! I wish I could just WAKE UP.

To say the least, I've had trouble closing my eyes. I don't want to have nightmares every night. Its awful. I'm also scared that my childhood nightmares of werewolves my start coming out too. I'm sure me posting this picture doesn't help things either.

A quick google search regarding pregnancy and nightmares gave me some answers. Apparently I'm not alone. That's good to know. However, the thought of 7 more months of vivid nightmares doesn't exactly sound exciting for me. *sigh*