Melancholy

My social life is pretty non-existent these days. With the exception of a attending a softball game last weekend and an upcoming bbq with friends this weekend, things are pretty bleak.

Spring brings an abundance of activity. Running, biking, picnics, sports, tubing, camping, etc. But everything costs money and that's where I'm at an impasse. I don't want to spend money, but by not spending money I'm becoming a hermit and anti-social. Which is causing damage on the psyche if you know what I mean.

I want to go to Floore's or Gruene Hall and watch a live band. I want to go tubing down the Guadalupe. I want to go camping/hiking at E-Rock or WHEREVER. I want to take a vacation with my husband. Just him and me to somewhere new and exciting (maybe here or here or even here). I want regular hangouts with friends. I want to go dancing. And not to go grind up against some sick-o stranger, but I want to go dancing, because well, I love to dance.

I feel old. And my lack of activity is not helping.

Melancholy Colleen is no fun, huh?