Egads!

So, I knew I had, to put it lighlty, gained a few pounds before my wedding, but I never realized how bad I looked. {Hand in front of face, palm face towards you} No, no, friends and family, I don't want to hear anything doubting that statement, because I know it to be only too true. I finally got my wedding video from my brother (both of us are to blame for the tardiness). Tonight, I made the mistake of putting it in the dvd player to take a look. What a mistake. I should of probably watched it before dinner.

I can not believe I had let myself go that much before the wedding. Not only did I look absolutely STUFFED into my dress, I looked so ridiculously uncomfortable. It makes me sad. I loved my wedding day. Aside from the fact that I wish I weighed about 20 lbs less and I wish I had not gone to a particular seamstress, the day was perfect. But seeing that video did not give me gushy memories. It made me want to go outside and run about 80 laps around the yard.

I have a wedding in August to go to. And mark my words, I will be in shape for that one. I plan on wearing something that bears at least some of my shoulders and legs. A sweater in mid-August would be hard to explain to on-lookers.

....gotta go do some crunches.